I don’t want to let it go,
this year of non-employment.
But finances are running out,
flowing from our bank account,
not trickling.
I want to hang on to this lifestyle,
by my fingernails.
But I have to be realistic.
I’ll have to get a job,
to stay in this place, this home,
with this view.
I need to change my mindset.
Think job, office, commute,
Monday to Friday hours.
Or something different?
But what?
I must close social media
and job search.
Seriously.
My job is to get a job.
But first, a cup of tea.